Sleepy in Somerset

I am sooooooooo incredibly tired right now. And I really want something, anything dipped in chocolate and then rolled in salt. And I really think my kids should be able to get themselves ready for bed and maybe while they are at it, they can wash, fold and put away the laundry....

The last thing on my mind is my weight loss goal, cuz really, I can think about that AFTER I get my chocolate. I have a serious case of ADD right now. I know sleep will help but I think about all the other things I should do before bed. A mom's job is never done. We cook, clean, wash, drive, coach, teach, study with and for our families. Why do we never take care of ourselves? Ben reminded me that I have been wanting this weight loss/body change since he has met me. What has stopped me? Why do I put everything else first? Excuses? Procrastination? Am I not worth it?

Where is that chocolate?

Someone told me that I could lose 20 pounds in a month. Ya RIGHT! But then I realized that, no, I cannot lose 20 lbs in a month. But I can lose 20 lbs! Yes I can! I can lose 30lbs, I KNOW I can. He told me that to shock me, and it worked. Now it really is not a big deal to lose the weight. I think he tricked me, sort of. I will get into tht later.

I am so glad it is Friday tomorrow. Even happier that I am getting my hair cut and colored! NOTE: it has been 8 months since the last time. Ben gets his hair cut every month and cringes when I say I am getting mine done once a year! Men don't get price of vanity.

I will let you know how it goes.

Good Night!